1.29.2004

Wohoo more random quizzes!

Light
You are guided by light. While all can be bad
around you, you still stay calm and make things
better. There aren't a lot of people in the
world like you. (Rate my test)


What force is your soul?
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fire
Fire. Impulsive. Unlike Air, you do jump before you
look. When you have something in mind, you
won't let go. You have a strong will, and will
do anything to get what you want. From time to
time you can forget that other people have
feelings too, but at most, you're a happy
jumping friend.


What is your element?
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You came from heaven. Your gole in life is to help
others and to make the world a better place.
Some call you weak, but in reality your soul is
very strong. If only more people were like
you...

Where did you come from?
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1.28.2004

GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.





What kind of girl are you?
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1.26.2004

The single-life is starting to grow on me.....
I haven't posted in a while... but I will say that I have posted far more often that Julie or Jocelyn. Shame on you two! I should remove your links. =) j/k But Seriously! Post already will ya? In addition I would like to warn Amy to stop downloading ASAP...trust me. Don't say I didn't warn you.

I went to see Will Hoge again this weekend. sigh... yes, life is good. Everyone who reads this should immediately go get his CD. It doesn't matter which one, they are both amazing. (though I prefer "Blackbird on a lonely wire") He has a new one comming out sometime this year as well. I heard about 4 tracks from it at the show, and they were great. Sigh... I want to be a rock n' roll star. I just need a lead guitar player, a bassist, a drummer, and an electric guitar and amp of my own. Who's with me!?!?!? Seriously though, the show motivated me, and if someone will ever hire me then sometime this year I will finally get an electric guitar/amp. Which brings me to another point... I need to be hired! What's wrong with the world?? Geez.

Well that's all for now. Go listen to Will. You'll like his stuff. Yes, you too.

1.20.2004

If you haven't yet, do it NOW!! Register to VOTE! Your vote matters!!
Wohoo, I fixed the comments! Thanks Amy!

1.19.2004

I'm back.

I don't know what's gotten into me. I don't know if I could tell you even if I did know. I don't know how long this will last. I don't know what I'm doing this summer. I don't know where my comment section went. I don't know what I want anymore. I don't know if I ever really did know what I wanted. I don't know if I can do this. I don't know why I ever wished this for myself. Why couldn't I have asked for anything else?

Nothing is the same. Everything has changed.

Bo Cassel was right. I knew it would be true the minute the words left his mouth. Youth in Mission has ruined my life. One day I will expound, but today is not that day.

Apparently I give off some sort of "marriage dust" that everyone except for myself is capable of catching. Not that I'm in a hurry to get married or anything, but when you have 8 different firends tying the knot in one year you start to wonder if you are getting left out or something.

uggghhh. Where have my comments gone?

12.24.2003

It's hard to believe that another year is almost over. 2003 was a very good year for me... maybe even my best yet. Not only did I get to sit in the 3rd row at the SuperBowl, but in the past 12 months I have lived in San Diego, Germany, and Nashville (with occasional breaks in Bethany, OK of course!). I am truly blessed. I can only hope that 2004 will be just as fulfilling.

As far as tihs summer is concerned.. I still don't know what I will be doing, but I'm ok with that. For the moment I am keeping my options wide-open, and I have vowed not to stress about it. In fact, I have decided to stress a lot less in general. Typically I am a fairly laid-back person who can occassionally be dramatic, but for the most part, I'm not near as bad as some people I know (and live with, or am related to!). I just figure that stress is overated and not worth my trouble. For example: school loans. Yes this is a very big deal, and yes, someday I will have to face them. However, that day is not today, and in the grand scheme of things I would much rather have school loans to occupy my mind then to have a spouse diagnosed with cancer or have a friend die unexpectedly or something like that. Basically, school loans are terrible (especially mine!) but they are not the be all end all of stress in this world.. in all actuality I am quite lucky that that's all I have to worry about right now!

Once again, Christmas is upon us at last. Despite all of the cleaning and busy schedules and crowded malls, Christmas is my favorite time of year. Always has been, and probably always will be. And the true meaning of Christmas is the best part. I wonder how Mary must have felt on this very night so many years ago. I wonder if she felt ugly and fat, or if she griped at Joseph out of moodiness. Hard to believe that she was my age or younger. I often wonder what it would be like if Jesus had been born in our day in age.... First off no one would believe Mary's divine conception story, they'd run a bunch of DNA tests to try to determine the father, and she would probably be told by several people to just go get an abortion. And I don't know any woman on this earth who would want to give birth in a stable.

It still baffles me how some 2000 some odd years ago a baby was born that changed the course of history! Just think about it, even the dates on our calendars changed the night that baby was born in the stable.


LUKE 2
"1At that time the Roman emperor, Augustus, decreed that a census should be taken throughout the Roman Empire. 2(This was the first census taken when Quirinius was governor of Syria.) 3All returned to their own towns to register for this census. 4And because Joseph was a descendant of King David, he had to go to Bethlehem in Judea, David's ancient home. He traveled there from the village of Nazareth in Galilee. 5He took with him Mary, his fiancé, who was obviously pregnant by this time.
6And while they were there, the time came for her baby to be born. 7She gave birth to her first child, a son. She wrapped him snugly in strips of cloth and laid him in a manger, because there was no room for them in the village inn.

8That night some shepherds were in the fields outside the village, guarding their flocks of sheep. 9Suddenly, an angel of the Lord appeared among them, and the radiance of the Lord's glory surrounded them. They were terribly frightened, 10but the angel reassured them. "Don't be afraid!" he said. "I bring you good news of great joy for everyone! 11The Savior--yes, the Messiah, the Lord--has been born tonight in Bethlehem, the city of David! 12And this is how you will recognize him: You will find a baby lying in a manger, wrapped snugly in strips of cloth!"
13Suddenly, the angel was joined by a vast host of others--the armies of heaven--praising God:

14
"Glory to God in the highest heaven,
and peace on earth to all whom God favors.[1] "
15When the angels had returned to heaven, the shepherds said to each other, "Come on, let's go to Bethlehem! Let's see this wonderful thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about."
16They ran to the village and found Mary and Joseph. And there was the baby, lying in the manger. 17Then the shepherds told everyone what had happened and what the angel had said to them about this child. 18All who heard the shepherds' story were astonished, 19but Mary quietly treasured these things in her heart and thought about them often. 20The shepherds went back to their fields and flocks, glorifying and praising God for what the angels had told them, and because they had seen the child, just as the angel had said."


May the joy of that night from long, long ago fill your hearts and lives this season.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

12.23.2003

WOW. Ok it's been a while, I know. I'm home now for the holidays, so you know what that means.. SLOW INTERNET CONNECTION! WOHOO! I haven't even been able to access my page over the past week. Sorry guys... I promise i will talk later, but mom is yelling for me to get off (judging by that statement you wouldn't think I was almost 20 and visiting home now would you?) Anyhow, I will be back.. sometime...maybe...

12.16.2003

I want to go to China or Africa this summer. I would like to do an internship at several different non-profit organizations in Washington DC. But I can't do any of these things because my parents would not approve, and as usual, I need to make money. I hate money. Money keeps me from doing things I want to do, money makes me feel trapped. And realistically, what will I gain from making money? I'll just find more ways to spend it....my car will break down, or tuition go up, or I'll make new friends that I'll want to buy gifts for. I've come to accept the fact that I will probably be a slave to Sallie Mae for the rest of my life. Speaking of my life... what do I want to do with it? I want to work in under-developed countries, I want to have friends around the world, and I don't want to regret stupid things like passing up a summer in Africa so that I can make a few bucks waiting tables and going to summer school.

12.12.2003

Memory Lane

My first 3 finals went really well (at least I think so) and in an attepmt to "recover" April and I went out to eat at Macaroni Grill, bought some mint m&m ice cream and Krispy Kreme doughnuts, and rented a sundance flick. What can I say? We know how to recover! Somewhere during the night we also managed to spend an hour strolling through Barnes and Noble, during which we spent a good 30 minutes in the childrens section admiring all the old books we once (and in some cases still do) read. We had a nice time, so I thought I would pass along my list of childrens books faves! Enjoy!

Are you my Mother?
Goodnight Moon
Anything Dr. Suess
The Boxcar Childrens Series
The Little house on the Prarie Books
The Polar Express
Corduroy
Charlottes Web
Stuart Little
The Trumpet of the Swan
The Harry Potter Books
Enders Game
The Anastascia Krumpnick series (and the Sam series too)
The Giving Tree
Bridge to Terabithia
The Ramona Quimby books!
Anne of Green Gables!
From the Mixed Up Files of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler
Number the Stars
The Giver
Dear Mr. Henshaw
Hatchet
Whatever Happened to Janie? & that whole series
The Mrs. Piggle-Wiggle series!
Freckle Juice
The Berenstain Bears Books!
The Amelia Bedelia books!
Blubber
The Velveteen Rabbit
The Mercer Mayer Books...

And about 500,000 others!! What were yours??

12.09.2003

Soooo... what's my destiny???

Danica, your destiny is to be a Provider

Whether you know it or not, this is the role that is most in tune with who you are at your core. As a Provider, you have a genuine nurturing concern for the welfare of others and you're eager to serve them. You can recognize exactly what people need and your friendly, helpful, social nature makes them feel comforted. With your kind and generous heart, you are personable, talkative, and outward with your emotions, and your openness and sensitivity makes you concerned about the way others view you. Along these lines, be careful not to blame yourself when things go wrong. You cannot prevent bad things from happening, even though your tendency to be orderly with a strong sense of right and wrong may lead you to believe you can. Accept that you do what you can to take care of things and that this will get you far in the world.

And what is my subconscious mind driven by???

Danica, your subconscious mind is driven most by Peace

You have a deeply-rooted desire to make peace in the world. Whether through subtle interactions with loved ones, or through getting involved in social causes, it is important to you to be able to influence the world in a positive way.

You have a deep respect for humankind. You care about the future of the world, even beyond your own involvement in it, and you inspire others to feel the same way. Your innate drive toward peace guides you in daily life towards decisions that are respectful toward yourself and others.

Your psyche is very rich; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are.



interesting... at least I appear to be consistent!!!

12.08.2003

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!


assistedsuicide
You're goin' down! FOR ASSISTED SUICIDE! (even though it was good you did it)



What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)
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12.04.2003

I am so stressed. I am so sick of $. I am so tired.

12.01.2003

RANDOM RANTINGS

Another Thanksgiving come and gone, and while once again I ate WAY too much, and the break was WAY too short, and most of it was spent in the car; I did have a nice time.

The trip to Branson was a lot of fun, the lodge was great and the shows were really cool, and of course the limo was neat. It was a little strange for me at times since it seems like I'm too old for the cousins and too young for the adults, but it was nice to get some time with my mom. My grandmom is too cool.

We had to put Simba to sleep =( We're all really sad, and it's gonna be weird to come home and not have him there. I'm doing good... if it were Valentine, I think I would be driving home, but Simba was my mom's, and she's having a terrible time.

April and I have come to the conclusion that I am shy.

Should I drop one of my emphasises?

Once again I find myself in that place were I feel I need to prove myself.

We played Vanderbuilt for Homecoming and as they were killing us their fans suddenly started clapping and chanting "SAT's... SAT's" to which we simply replied "Family Money... Family Money." Yes, we are in college.

you know you've reached Arkansas when suddenly you can't find a good radio station, you hear commercials with Santa advertising guns and hunting expos, and you see about 50 billboards "from God" within 50 miles.

I go home again in 16 days.

If I drop one of my emphasises, i may not need summer school.

Speaking of school.... I'm ready to be through with it... but then what am I supposed to do?

11.22.2003

So it's been a busy week to say the least! I had an Ear Training Test, the Computer Prof. Test, a Music Business Test, a New Testament Test, a Theory Keyboard Test, and a Written Theory Test. I had a Music history paper (worth 15% of my grade) due, an extra piano lesson, and of course, the New Artist Showcase to oversee. What can I say? It was tough. I whined, I groaned, I cried, I didn't sleep... but I survived. And so far I did pretty well. I got a 102% on my Ear Training Test, I passed the Computer proficiency, and I got a 98% on my New Testament test. Everything else is still up in the air.

The New Artist showcase went over really well. I was pleased. In fact we managed to pack out our "venue" (=) the curb cafe) which no artist or group has ever done! =) my artist (aaron winters) did a fantastic job, and (not that I'm biased or anything), he was by far the coolest! actually I had a lot of people tell me that he was "the best" and their "favorite" and all that.. and I agree, so that makes me happy. Since everything went over so well, all of the promotions teams got 40/35 as our 'quiz grade' for the show. Good times. Come back again on December 13 at 7pm for our Country Showcase... 2 stages, 5 artists, lots of fun...wohoo.

Today I'm relaxing while tying up all the loose ends before I head out on my 11 hour venture home. Sigh... I wish I owned a plane... and a pilot. I just realized that a week from today I'll be back here again. My grandmom decided to take all of the 'Mercer girls" out to Branson to see the Rockettes after Thanksgiving, so I'll leave from Branson on Saturday to come back here, since it cuts 2 hours off of my driving time...although it stinks that I have to drive from Nashville to OK, from OK to Branson, and then from branson to Nashville, all in 5 days. And did you know that I have to go up through St. Louis and then back down in order to get back... geez. Oh well, what can ya do. I'll just need an excess of music and caffeine in order to survive all this driving.

Alrighty, well that's the boring news for now. I'm off to do more cleaning/laundry/practicing/getting my car checked/going to the gym/ whatever else I feel like doing!

11.16.2003

For those of you too lazy to click on the link... here is the basis of Oxfam's (and my) Fair Trade Campaign..

"Trade is one of the most powerful forces linking our lives, and a source of unprecedented wealth. Yet millions of the world's poorest people are being left behind. Increased prosperity has gone hand in hand with mass poverty. Already obscene inequalities between rich and poor are widening.

World trade could be a powerful motor to reduce poverty, and support economic growth, but that potential is being lost. The problem is not that international trade is inherently opposed to the needs and interests of the poor, but that the rules that govern it are rigged in favour of the rich.

If Africa, East Asia, South Asia, and Latin America were each to increase their share of world exports by one per cent, the resulting gains in income could lift 128 million people out of poverty. In Africa alone, this would generate $70bn - approximately five times what the continent receives in aid.

In their rhetoric, governments of rich countries constantly stress their commitment to poverty reduction. Yet in practice rigged rules and double standards lock poor people out of the benefits of trade, closing the door to an escape route from poverty. For example:

Rich countries spend $1bn every day on agricultural subsidies. The resulting surpluses are dumped on world markets, undermining the livelihoods of millions of smallholder farmers in poor countries.

When developing countries export to rich-country markets, they face tariff barriers that are four times higher than those encountered by rich countries. Those barriers cost them $100bn a year - twice as much as they receive in aid.

While rich countries keep their markets closed, poor countries have been pressurised by the International Monetary Fund and the World Bank to open their markets at breakneck speed, often with damaging consequences for poor communities.

The international community has failed to address the problem of low and unstable commodity prices, which consign millions of people to poverty. Coffee prices, for example, have fallen by 70 per cent since 1997, costing exporters in developing countries $8bn in lost foreign-exchange earnings.

Powerful transnational companies (TNCs) have been left free to engage in investment and employment practices which contribute to poverty and insecurity, constrained only by weak voluntary guidelines. In many countries, export-led success is built on the exploitation of women and girls.

Many of the rules of the World Trade Organisation (WTO) on intellectual property, investment, and services protect the interests of rich countries and powerful TNCs, while imposing huge costs on developing countries. This bias raises fundamental questions about the legitimacy of the WTO.
Reform of world trade is only one of the requirements for ending the deep social injustices that pervade globalisation. Action is also needed to reduce inequalities in health, education, and the distribution of income and opportunity, including those inequalities that exist between women and men. However, world trade rules are a key part of the poverty problem; fundamental reforms are needed to make them part of the solution.

Oxfam's Campaign

Make Trade Fair aims to change world trade rules so that trade can make a real difference in the fight against global poverty. The campaign's main goals include:

Ending the use of conditions attached to IMF-World Bank programmes which force poor countries to open their markets regardless of the impact on poor people.

Improving market access for poor countries and ending the cycle of subsidised agricultural over-production and export dumping by rich countries. In addition, changing WTO rules so that developing countries can protect domestic food production.

Creating a new international commodities institution to promote diversification and end over-supply in order to raise prices to levels consistent with a reasonable standard of living for producers, and changing corporate practices so that companies pay fair prices.

Establishing new intellectual-property rules to ensure that poor countries are able to afford new technologies and basic medicines, and that farmers are able to save, exchange, and sell seeds.

Prohibiting rules that force governments to liberalise or privatise basic services that are vital for poverty reduction.

Enhancing the quality of private-sector investment and employment standards.

Democratising the WTO to give poor countries a stronger voice.

Changing national policies on health, education, and governance so that poor people can develop their capabilities, realise their potential, and participate in markets on more equitable terms.

The existing trade system is indefensible and unsustainable. No civilised community should be willing to tolerate the extremes of prosperity and poverty that are generated by current trade practices.

Large parts of the developing world are becoming enclaves of despair, increasingly marginalised and cut off from the rising wealth generated through trade. Shared prosperity cannot be built on such foundations. Like the economic forces that drive globalisation, the anger and social tensions that accompany vast inequalities in wealth and opportunity will not respect national borders. The instability that they will generate threatens us all. In today's globalised world, our lives are more inextricably linked than ever before, and so is our prosperity. As a global community, we sink or swim together.

Oxfam believes that change is possible. The international trading system is not a force of nature. It is a system of exchange, managed by rules and institutions that reflect political choices. Those choices can prioritise the interests of the weak and vulnerable, or the interests of the wealthy and powerful. Trade is reinforcing global poverty and inequality because the international trading system is managed to produce these outcomes.

The rules of the game reflect the power of vested interests - but concerted public campaigning can change them. As the international campaign to cancel the debts of poor countries demonstrated, public action can force the interests of the poor on to the international agenda. And it can achieve real gains for human development.

Ultimately, there is a clear choice to be made. We can choose to allow unfair trade rules to continue causing poverty and distress, and face the consequences, or we can change them. We can allow globalisation to continue working for the few, rather than the many, or we can forge a new model of inclusive globalisation, based on shared values and principles of social justice. The choice is ours. And the time to choose is now."

Want to know more?? Go here to access the entire trade report which includes more in depth information as well as strategic solutions to the epidemic we have created.

11.14.2003

sigh. Badly Drawn Boy is amazing. He rocks my face off. He is my newest musical role model. As if I didn't like him before, last night I went to his soldout show at Belcourt theater and sat in the fourth row. He played 2 shows... that's right.. 2, for a total of about 3 hours and 45 minutes. It was quality. He doesn't work off of a set list either, just goes with his intuition (which as he stated, sometimes fails you) The first set he did was primarily him and his guitar, then he brought the band out for the second set. Geez, the man really is good. I mean, he's actually a musician! You don't get to many of those anymore, and he's more politically-minded thaan most might think. He's really laid back, there's definitely not much of a "commercial" side to him (if any!) which I think is cool.But yeah, he was mellow but funny too... everynow and then he would stop and say, alright I need a 10 minute cigarette break (although we all highly doubted that it was cigarettes he was smoking), and other times he would just stand there and smoke while he sang. He played quite a bit of new stuff too, so you can take my word for it that the new CD will be good! It's due out in March (give or take a year, he says). I have to admit that I was a little skeptical since a lot of his music is kinda "eclectic" and i wasn't sure what to expect. But it was great. Well worth my $15.

"...but I never found the time for the question to arrive, I just disguised it in a song. But songs are never quite the answer, just a soundtrack to a life that is over all too soon."

11.12.2003

I HATE MUSIC HISTORY. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

11.11.2003

Wow, so I seem to have scared everyone away with all of my new advocacy things.... with the exception of Amy of course..... Don't be afraid little children! I promise not to start a picket line around your houses (unless you start working for the WTO/FTAA)

Anyhow, to take a pause from all of these "trade issues" that probably have most of you confused... please feel free to utilize and and all of the links on the right... I highly recommend the "Oxfam" page. And the "Bringing America Home" page has all the details over the new act that is going through congress as we speak!!

Also, in all seriousness, please a moment to read up on some of these issues that I have been talking about. They really are important, and they will all be voted on over the next year, so the upcomming elections will be very important. make it a point to understand the issues, decide how you feel about them, and then see how your representation is reponding to them!! It won't hurt, I promise!!



"Our biggest fear? Our strongest enemy? It is not anger, it is not opposition. No, our biggest fear is apathy, our strongest enemy is indifference."

11.10.2003

Oxfam needs your help to turn up the heat on the world's three coffee giants - Nestli, Sara Lee, and Kraft as part of our call to make trade fair.

Oxfam needs you to write to them, asking them to pay coffee farmers a decent price, which allows farmers to afford to send their children to school, keep their families healthy and fed.

A letter from you will help keep the pressure on them and demonstrate that this issue will not go away until they share their massive profits with the people who helped create them. As previously stated Proctpr & Gamble have already buckled under the pressure from consumers, so don't say that your input doesn't matter!

To take action just go Here.

11.09.2003

Supporting Fair Trade/Fair Trade Coffee gets easier everyday....

Largest U.S. Coffee Company to Pay Farmers a Fair Price

"Small-scale coffee farmers around the world scored a victory this week when Procter & Gamble (NYSE: PG), the largest seller of coffee in the U.S., announced that it would introduce Fair Trade Certified(TM) coffee products through its specialty coffee division, Millstone.

The announcement comes in response to dialogue with shareholders about the company's practices, as well as pressure from consumers, people of faith, human rights activists, and humanitarian organizations. With P&G's announcement that it will offer Fair Trade Certified(TM) coffee through Millstone, the advocacy groups have agreed to suspend their campaigns against the corporation and the shareholders have withdrawn the resolution they had filed on the issue."

For The complete article, click here

"No one can do eveything, but everyone can do something."
Interesting article,I think my favorite part is the "religious contradictions" at the bottom. At least the agnostics and atheists got it right...

Go Here

And go see "love actually."

11.07.2003

Random realizations from the past week...

I've been really intense this past week, so that's why I haven't been around much. I don't know what's going on, but the creative 'juices' are definitely flowing. I've been writing, recording, and painting non-stop for the past few days. And I can't stop, because if I don't get this out (whatever this is) I'm going to explode. I know it sounds like I'm over-exaggerating, but I'm not. I don't expect anyone to understand, because I don't understand it all of the time either... but I've come to a point in my life where I can recognize the patterns in my behavior and how I choose to deal with certain things. Let's face it, human's can only absorb so much, and this is what happens to me when you wring out the sponge. And it's draining; it's painful.

As a performer, you will constantly hear people tell you that "you are your biggest enemy." This is true. The more I look at it, the clearer it becomes to me that all to often people really do underestimate themselves. Crazy as it seems, sometimes you have to tell yourself "There's more to me than you."

I've figured out why so many people (myself included) like to dwell in the past. There are several reasons actually. First and foremost: it's comfortable. There's no risk, and it's predictable since you already know the outcome of things. That's why the future is so scary... it's all risk and it's completely unpredictable. More importantly, the past is appealing because you don't have to fight for it. It is what it is becuase it's over and done with. It cannot be changed or re-lived... only remembered. The future, however, is something that we are constantly fighting for. Whether we realize it or not, there is an ongoing battle over what the future will become. It's interesting to think about what the world would be like if everyone decided to fight for the future they wanted.


"Just when you think you've got yourself figured out, God takes it upon himself to point out all you really are, and all you could really be."

11.02.2003

Hey guys, go do this!
Oxfam's getting as many people as possible to sign a petition -
"the big noise" - to stop people getting ripped off in poor
countries due to unfair trade rules. Bono and Kofi Annan
are already supporters, along with thousands of other people
world-wide. They still need your support and that of your
friends, family and colleagues your to send a strong
message to our leaders that unfair trade is inexcusable.
click here to
"Add Your Voice!"